✨ Negotiating Identity in the Algorithmic Mirror: A Journey Through AI-Generated Selfies
Creating AI-generated selfies through Meitu and other platforms has been a visually rich, creatively satisfying, and intellectually challenging experience. What began as an artistic experiment quickly became a critical reflection on how I perform, construct, and negotiate my identity in a digital, globalized world. This blog post chronicles that journey from design choices to academic critique while reflecting on the broader implications of algorithmically mediated self-representation.
🧭 The Creative Journey: From Prompt to Portrait
Using Meitu’s intuitive AI tools, I set out to craft a digital self-portrait that captured my identity as a Chinese international student navigating between tradition, modernity, and digital culture. Inspired by Hanfu aesthetics, I incorporated traditional Chinese elements such as golden fish, symbolic attire, and auspicious colors with a futuristic cityscape to reflect themes of globalization and innovation.
Later, I experimented with a second AI model DALL-E to push the concept further by integrating AR-style overlays and digital data streams. While the result was visually compelling, the process exposed AI’s limitations: it could reproduce surface-level aesthetics but failed to grasp more nuanced metaphors like multi-layered identity or dynamic social interaction.
Throughout this process, I found myself asking: Is this image really “me”? As Senft and Baym (2015) suggest, selfies are more than snapshots, they are acts of performative identity. While Meitu allowed me to amplify aspects of my cultural background, it also modified my appearance in subtle but telling ways lightening my skin, enlarging my eyes, and smoothing imperfections in alignment with East Asian beauty standards.
This aligns with critiques from Meier (2022) and Buolamwini and Gebru (2018), who argue that AI tools often reinforce dominant racial and gendered aesthetics. Rather than offering a neutral canvas for self-expression, AI subtly steers users toward homogenized ideals, which can shape how we see ourselves and how others see us.
Platforms like Instagram and WeChat don’t just host our images, they algorithmically curate them. As Gillespie (2018) explains, content that aligns with aesthetic norms is more likely to be seen, shared, and validated. My AI-enhanced selfies, had I posted them, would likely receive more attention than raw, unfiltered images. This reveals a feedback loop: platforms incentivize conformity to algorithmic beauty, which in turn shapes user behavior and self-presentation.
Van Dijck (2013) calls this the co-construction of identity, where platform infrastructures and social validation converge. In this sense, digital self-representation is never fully in our control; it’s always negotiated within invisible systems of platform governance.
🔁 Translating Analysis into a Blog Format
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